Wednesday, November 23, 2005
Am looking back at my past entries and notice that i have perfect and expressive sentences all over. Looking at my entry nowm it is dry and all about work! Aren't you my friends bored reading about it?? Hee hee!! Ok, something nice to brighten up this blog.
Guess what, my dearest twin has gave birth this afternoon!!!!!!! *BIG SMILE* I message her words of blessings this morning as she must gave birth by 26 Nov or else she will need to induce birth. And today is already 23 Nov. Soon after i sent out my message at 7 plus in the morning, she message me back that her water bag has burst and she is on the way to hospital. I am so nervous and worried for her and luckily, at 3pm plus in the afternoon, she gave birth to her daughther successfully. Yes, natural birth, what every mother wants! :)
BUT her baby has her own adventure!! Dear little niece of mine kicked herself so frantically in her mummy's womb that she got her left leg twisted!!! Can't you imagine this little niece of mine has her leg tilt 180 degrees up when she is being born???? All the doctors say it is fine and poor her has her leg adjusted and is now bandaged up!! I feel so heartache when i see her leg! *Heart pain* Little BB also has a lot of hair and she looks like a malay baby! Hee Hee. Her eyes are very long and big like my sister tzetze, her mouth is pretty as tzetze's hubby and her nose assemble tzetze too. Secretly down in my heart, i am glad that my niece's mouth don't look like ours cause is too big!! Hee hee! Little niece also looks very gentle and she is very sensitive to sound. I have a feeling that she will be a very active and clever girl! :)
Everyone treat me as a germball as i am having a slight cough with phelgm! My sisters all intend to stay at tze's place this coming friday and seems like i am not welcomed. They wanted me to stay at home and accompany furball Bambi instead. DUH~
Carole just whispered in the wind.
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Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Thanks friends for your encouragement! I have actually ask my supervisor about how things will go if will to quit last week. Knowing that i want to quit, she talk to me for two times. She call me to be more patient and say that all the teachers are willing to help me along the way as long as i need. And for being always sick, is part of parcel but soon my immune system will be built up. She called me to consider and give her an answer this week if i want to stay. I have a chat with one of the teacher that guide me too. She say that i can work and everywhere i go will be prompt to sickness.
My friends sent me encouraging messages and today, i told my supervisor that i want to stay and my training will start tommorrow. Thanks all my darlings! I am the weaker one but i am glad that there are so many helpful beings around me. That is the blessing i will always appreciate. :)
Carole just whispered in the wind.
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Everyone tells me i am THAT blur....
Monday, November 14, 2005
Well well well, i bet i am too blur. Made mistakes during my job and is called "miss good morning teacher". For example for the concert this saturday, it is suppose to be at Meritus Mandarin but i went to Marina Mandarin. My supervisor scolded me and the senior teacher say she seriously need a talk with me. Their reaction made me feel so useless about myself. I bet besides having a caring heart for children, a teacher also need to be very alert and careful. Else, is hard to get things done. Things are just not as easy as it seens. And i am well known for being blur and even on my job, my blurness made the teachers faint and nearly strangled me. :( And my centre has high expectations, perhaps i don't fit the bill. I love the children there but perhaps they need a teacher who is alert. I am giving up. Perhaps i am better off being a teacher who only TEACH then one who need to take care and teach.
By the way, pics of my birthday to sum up. By the way, i look tired!!!
My gifts
Me with my flowers
Pretty Annie
Pretty Huiling
Carole just whispered in the wind.
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Friday, November 04, 2005
Wow....what a holiday!! Totally no room of breathing for rest. My tuesday and thursday all burnt with doing assignment. Hook on the television late last night as i take my holiday for granted. Turn in at 3am and wake up this afternoon at 2pm. Got to turn down my tuition as i am still buzzing on with my material making. Never knew it will took me so long to do them and i can only do my essay at 1o.15 pm just now!!! Blogging finally come in use as it build up my skill of writing non stop. Easily hit 400 plus words, with the help of a book, hit 900 plus words in less than an hour. And finally, i am done with my essay. Phew!!! Essay is much easier than material making as for MM (Material Making), i still need to measure the paper and draw out the pictures. Finally my project is done and i can throw it at the teacher tommorrow and at least take a short breather before i have my training examination at my centre next wednesday, on language too! I better go practice my phonics!!!!! As teaching and throwing in the file is different you know!! :P
SIDETRACK : Damn it....my file is still not yet done uploading at yahoo....
Ok, back to my blogging. My moral is back when my health is better. When i am down with virus, i feel like giving up. But when i am better now, i am back on my feet again. I should work more on mindset man!! Too weak!! By the way, I have been used to this busy routine till i wondered if i am resting at home for 1 week, i may start to get restless faster then i usually am. As i feel that i am now trained to this kind of very busy life. Even in my centre, i have tight deadline to meet. But i feel more satisfied when the directress is on MC and i am the teacher in charge and i get my work done. I get more job statisfaction from that rather than being controlled by the directress in charge. Okay, self reminder, stay humble, i am still green, i still have lots to learn.
Before you guys get bored by my job again, i better stop now!! Hahahahaha!!!
But i still want to shout out how RELIEVED i am now again!!!! HEHEHHEHEHEHHE!!!
Carole just whispered in the wind.
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